What to Say

I am at a loss. I want to write but don’t know what to write about. The church women’s retreat was great, well-received and all that. But I tend to focus on the two (out of 21) negative comments that were received. I know I shouldn’t but I can’t seem to rewire my brain. Can you rewire your brain?

Sometimes I feel like the best thing to do is a complete brain dump…so I can sleep…getting all these random thoughts and concerns out of my head. Then I think, no, I need to find something interesting or entertaining or even a little bit funny to entertain my two readers.

Tonight the brain dump wins.

1. I am worried about a friend.
2. I am worried about some of my kids.
3. I am praying and praying. And wishing there was something I could do.
4. I wish I had a financial cushion to make doing what I want easier. But I do not and I need to be creative in stretching funds while still having fun.
5. I have a free Saturday – what’s that about? Wow.
6. How ridiculous is it to wake up and immediately start thinking about when you can go to sleep again? I wake up that way every day. But here I am at nearly midnight blogging.
7. My dad is on a flight from Singapore that is 18 hours. He’s been gone 15 days. He will be glad to get home. I hope he can sleep some on the plane.
8. I have to book some travel tomorrow before I miss my window. These will not be 18 hour flights.
9. I haven’t read since Sunday. But on Sunday, I sat down and read “The Choice” by Nicholas Sparks in one sitting. Review to follow.
10. I started “The Time Traveler’s Wife” but am not getting into it. I have been told that it will capture me. We shall see.
11. I am having dinner with my dear friend whose wedding I couldn’t go to. I am looking forward to seeing her and hearing how everything was.
12. The weather is changing, for which I am thankful. I am not thankful for the way it makes my body hurt. And I don’t want to take my medicine. I did last night and literally could not get out of bed this morning. I was so late to work.
13. I am always late to work.
14. I am feeling unmotivated in many areas of my life. This is not good.
15. I need a vacation. Maybe I need to setup a separate blog where people can make donations toward alleviating my debt so I could go on vacation – ha! Actually, someone else (probably more than one someone) did this and raised enough to pay off her debts. How in the world?????

Things that make you go hmmmm…

One thought on “What to Say

  1. Thanks Tricia for visiting and commenting at my place today.

    Wow, a lot on your mind. I want to read The Choice too. And “shhh” don't tell anyone, but I hated Time Traveller's Wife. And that is not popular to say around blogland. :vD And I'm stunned about #15. Not that you need a vacation, I need one too, but people actually have blogs that work at raising money for something like that? Wow. I never would have thought to do that. If you do it and it works let me know! ;v)

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