I’m in a crappy season, friends, and today strikes me as the pinnacle.  I want to write;  I write in my head a great deal, actually. But what comes out doesn’t feel valuable for you – it’s too raw, too frustrating really to transcribe.  And so ye olde blog languishes, awaiting my keystrokes.

I won’t go into it all, at this point in time.  I’m sure it will all make good blog fodder when all is said & done but for now, suffice it to say that those closest to me are riding the roller coaster with me:  trying to make me keep my hands inside the ride, wear my safety belt, and stop trying to stand up in the moving car…every.damn.day.  I really am quite a challenge sometimes.  Thank God they love me anyway.