I hate making decisions. I feel like I am always on my own, trying to figure out the best thing to do. I envy couples who can at least discuss and share in the process with one another and have someone to fall back to to celebrate with or to be comforted by if it doesn’t work out.
I am at yet another crossroads in my life. Some things are shaking out in a way that could prove detrimental to my already precarious finances in the next 12 to 18 months. Yet I am tired of being at the crossroads again, tired of having to think things through, create yet another new life plan.